I think David Lynch directed my dream last night
I think David Lynch directed my dream last night
I saw him so clearly. Standing in a ditch on the side of this field, hundreds of us were running around. David Lynch, dressed in a Will the Wise wizard costume. We were all in costumes. Halloween kind, think Mean Girls, “In Girl World, Halloween is the one night a year when a girl can dress like a total slut, and no other girls can say anything about it. Maybe that’s why David caught my attention, he wasnt slutty enough. I was with [Redacted] for most of it, the two of us running around in this massive circle on the field. Carrying [Redacted 2] laptop as we vlog the entire thing. I tried to film David, but every time someone got in my way, called for my attention, or I tripped and fell. Pretty sure my dream self was trying to capture evidence to show [Redacted 3], picturing the look on their face that the David Lynch is not only alive but in the same field as us. When I told [Redacted 3] of my dream, they said I was visited by David. I have to admit, it’s a pretty convincing theory.
Dreams can tell you a lot about a person and their subconscious. They really can. At least I believe so. [Redacted 4] once told me and [Redacted 3] in the soaking smoking area of our local about a dream where he and [Redacted 5] tried to kill us. I knew then that he was thinking badly of us, even if he denies it. Or maybe that was just the depressing atmosphere of an empty, soaking smoking area you spent the beginnings of your young adult years.
I suppose dreams can’t be fully explained or accurate. I used to record my dreams down in as much detail as possible. Haven’t done it in years, but this dream, directed by David Lynch, had me searching for them. As though the answer to my questions were hidden in these past writings to myself. Would you like to walk down memory lane, or rather dream lane, with these past entries?
5:50 AM, 27 June 2021 - A nightmare tonight. A very long one at that. The build-up was so suspenseful, it felt like years of my life being shaved off. The short version goes like this. [Redacted 6] and I found out about this secret book and was trying to keep it a secret. Somehow, beyond my memory, [Redacted 4] finds out that we knew about the book. No idea how [Redacted 4] knew of the book or his relation to it, but he didn’t like that we knew. We are all split into two teams and have to try to kill each other over the book. I shot [Redacted 4] in the car park near his house, just at the end of the hill. Successfully got away because a big crowd of people were there, and for some reason {Redacted 7} was looking for me in the crowd. Felt really guilty and dirty when I woke up.
August 2021- Was in the woods. We walked out onto the beach and saw a bunch of washed-up dead sharks, and the sea was really rough. [Redacted 4] and [Redacted 3] wanted to go in, but I told them not too cause I was scared since the anniversary is soon and the sea was really rough. [Redacted 3] never spoke, but [Redacted 4] was really mad at me for being scared and talking about the anniversary
18 Sep 2021- [Redacted 3], [Redacted 4], and I were in this massive mansion with so many important royal people. We were looking for something, no clue what, and we were in this bedroom and stayed there for a long time, [Redacted 8] visited us there and left. There was a feeling of panic throughout the mansion, and there was a flood that was quickly growing and killing people, but there was no way out of the mansion. I walked into the hall outside the bedroom, and the water was already up to my knees in the hall. I found a hammer. Too the hammer and broke two windows, one on the left and one on the right side of the room. [Redacted 3] jumped out of the first window from the left. Then [Redacted 4] and I jumped from the right. We landed fine on a sofa. We ran around to find [Redacted 3], who was covered in their own blood and about to die. [Redacted 4] laid them in their lap and held them while I grabbed [Redacted 3 ]’s hand and said sorry over and over again (because I didn’t break the window 100% right, which caused them to die apparently). [Redacted 3 patted my head and said it’s alright before dying in [Redacted 4] arms. We left the body and went back around the house, where we landed. There were a bunch of boxes, so we started going through them to find an important ring, and we started talking- We were talking about when we ‘go back, we’ll make [Redacted 3} jumps out the right side window with us. So I guess we can time travel. We kept looking for the ring and a fancy car pulled into the drive way- then I woke up.
28 July 2022, the night before going to see Nana in the hospital for the first (and last) time
Nana, Mother, Aunt and I were all in a roofless car, driving up the road by the local. Trying to drive up the hill back home, however, we never left the road, no matter how much we drove. The car stopped every few minutes because there were dead deer all over the road. Most of these deer had limbs and their heads missing. There was lots of blood, and I could hear myself screaming while trying not to look at them. I don’t remember how or why, but my last memory is everyone else in the car screaming while fire starts spreading throughout the car… one of the scariest