random writings I found in my notes app.

“When I look back on it now, I was so young when I first experienced suicidal thoughts. I thought I was so old, wise, mature enough to decide to end my own life. I didn’t even have all my adult teeth. The first time I had suicidal thoughts, I still had baby teeth”.

“Just take strangers’ casual conversations in passing. Take it and make it something worth remembering.”

“Things To Bring When I Move Out;

• mini fan

• electric blanket

• notebooks

• Stray Kids Han “ATE” album

• holy water bottle

• Han Kang’s book

• white flowy skirt

• charger

• condoms”

“It tends to catch me off guard - familiar, funny feeling at the back of my throat. Once I catch myself lying, drinking, or listening to friends’ tales of their one-night stands. That familiar feeling at the back of my throat. It’s itchy, almost, yet you don’t want to scratch at it. Fearful of damaging it. The ghost of Communion.”